Things that go on on a teenager's mind

Feelings

Something just doesn't feel right. Is it me or is it them? Why am I hurt everytime when they explain something to me. I feel degraded sometimes, but I don't want to lose them at the same time. What's the point there's so many fishes in the sea when the sea is contaminated? Am I making sense? Why did I cry over someone I'm in a friendship/situationship for a month? Ugh, maybe because it's a situationship more than a friendship. I don't know what's going on on his mind. I should put an end to this, no matter how much I like him, he treats me like his partner but then always mentions the fact that I'm a teenager? It icks me everytime he does this. I don't have the guts to go and speak about this to him because I think I'd get hurt rather than get my doubts clear. I just wanna be happy, not confused, not hurt, not stressed, just happy. No, this time I'm going to listen to her. My inner voice. I'm going to put a full stop to this situationship.