Things that go on on a teenager's mind (chapter 5)
My first love was when I was 13 years old. Gosh, It was intense. Not only only intense, it brought me to a very dark place. I lost myself trying to love someone else. It's one of my biggest fears these days. Was sunken for 2 years being hopeless and just so stuck. Love can be a pleasant nightmare. Pleasant that you think of how we could have been, nightmare is that you know it's never gonna happen. At the end, even when all you gave me were tears and heart breaks, I only wish the best for you.