Things that go on on a teenager's mind (chapter 6)
I've always admired my younger self compared who I am right now. She was just very different, much more confident. She was always positive, enthusiastic and very bold. She'd always believe in herself that she could accomplish something but the older me, which is now, doubts myself for the smallest thing, even if I knew I could do it. I guess it all came with trauma. Some part of me feels like I've disappointed her, which I have. We're not the same anymore. But I'm working on it, I can't believe how carelessly I've hurt her. I'll definitely earn her back, at least I'm trying.